Hello again! I sometimes start a task and then abandon it before I finish it. Actually, this happens to me a lot. I don't know if it's my problem or if it's a common problem for everyone, but whenever I start something, I tend to stop halfway through. Perhaps that's why I experienced many setbacks.

Let me share a part of my life. I started a YouTube channel a while ago. I spent quite a bit of time on it and uploaded a few videos. This channel was related to technology and did reviews and things like that. It lasted for a few months, but the main reason I finally closed the channel was because I wasn't getting enough viewers. This led to my disappointment and my decision to discontinue the channel. Well, it's not closed yet, it's still alive. Please check it out if you are interested. The name of the channel was “Ustad in Tech.”

Shortly after that, I started the roasting channel. Actually, I was a big fan of a person named Carry Minati, who is a famous YouTuber. I thought, "Let's try it." So I started my own roasting channel. It gained about 300-400 subscribers. However, when I started following CarryMinati, he had around 50k subscribers. Something clicked in me when I saw that and I decided to start a roasting channel too. It was also quite unsuccessful. Because there was a lack of content and audience in that genre, I knew that consistency was key in this job. You need consistency to do anything.

But here's the problem. I'm inconsistent. Perhaps that is why I could not make a name for myself in any field. I was always in a hurry. You may have heard of WordPress. It was a time when many people still didn't t know about it. I learned its development and created several sites. However, as usual, I stopped midway through.

Then I dabbled in Blogger because I didn't have the resources to buy hosting and a domain. I worked on Blogger for a while and it worked, but I stopped using that too. Then I branched out into web development. I started learning HTML , CSS, and a little Javascript. I learned from someone who was doing web development in my hometown. After learning it for a while, I stopped doing that too. After that, I decided to learn it myself on YouTube. YouTube is different, you know. I also ran various websites, but the problem was that I couldn't monetize them effectively. I had a skill, but you know what it's like to not be able to utilize it? Perhaps one day you will understand.

It's not easy to understand why money is important in this world. Everyone seems to be chasing money even myself. I still don't fully understand. Maybe it's because my desires are a little different. One of my wishes is to travel the world and get what I want. But money is essential for this. Money isn't everything, but it's definitely necessary.

So, that was a little story about my journey and struggles. As you can see, it's quite a roller coaster.